Don't tell me I'm worthless
Don't tell me I'm nothing
You can't change me
Because I used to be something
I used to be
But I lost my ways
Instead of helping
You double my pain
Don't tell me I'm worthless
I already know it
Have you ever felt alone, in a room full of people?
Have you ever felt dead, when you 're alive?
Have you ever laughed, but cried your heart out on the inside?
Have you ever felt free, But still trapped?
Have you ever felt the need, the big need to
Fake a smile, and act like it's okay?
I have, and I will do
But staying true to yourself, knowing who you are
That is the most important thing, a human can do
I don't know who you are
Don't know your face.
All I know is
Your voice,
Your touch.
Not even sure,
If you really exist
But lately
I hope
I dream
That you are.
All I can do is pray
That one day I will find
Just who on earth you are.
What did that dream mean?
I'm not really sure.
All that I know
Is I want you
I need you
I need your embrace
I need that sense of safety
That you, gave me.
To feel you by my side
To go back to that dream
Just one more time.
Please God I want to see him
Don't be teasing me
Whoever he is
I know that I must
Find him.
I sit here and wonder
If you had the same dream.
I sit here and wonder
I'm burning and it won't stop
it's so hot I can barely breathe, see, hear my own heartbeat
your love is so cold
it sends chills down my spine
a cool relief to my burning soul
I can barely breathe
but now that you're here
I can see my breath
in the icy cold chambers
in which you say your heart resides
I look everywhere
only to find and empty chest
and on it read
my heart to my one and only true love
I open it to find it empty
just like you left my soul
now it burns with hate
causing me to catch fire
your presence in the room
causes the fire to be distinguished
and an empty feeling left in its wake
its
Eyes as blue as the sky
Soul as free as a bird
your heart deeper than the ocean
I finally found the door in when you found mine
Cause my eyes are like a stormy night and my soul weighted done with grief
Yet you still take me in your arms and look at me with a loving gaze
For I know I'm loved by you and only you but still my soul is haevy with grief
You have the key to make me smile
But yet you don't know where I goes
And when you find it you'll make me smile
Now you know where it goes
My heart yes indeed
now my eyes are like the deep blue sea
and my souls as free as a bird
for your love has made me so
now my heart beats rig
I sit under neath the stars dreaming
Dreaming of the day when all we see is stars
Noone blocking their beauty
Nothing shining brighter
Just the the stars and all their beauty
For I have all of them to myself
Kept away in a secret room
For me to see and enjoy
For the people of earth have forgotten what they are
They have man made light ment to shine brighter
This is why I've stolen the stars from the sky
And taken their beauty
Returned it to it's purest form
But I thought of releasing them back to the sky
My heart in sorrow
For this is why I sleep under the stars
Stars only I can see
The winds are spining around me
Spining me faster and faster
Trying to make us one
Spitting me out when it knows what I am
Water slowly trickles around me
Soon Im floating on a lake
Then I start to spin
Faster and faster
The water trying to suck me in
Trying to make us one
But then it sees what I am and let's me go
Slowly flowing away
Leaving me on the dry hard ground
Only for it to start to shake
Harder and harder
Until the earth rips open and swallows me whole
Trying to make us one
Finally realizing what I am
And spitting me out
For I know I belong nowhere and everywhere
Everyone loves me and hates me
I'm forced to walk
I sit here
Wishing to be by you
Listening to your lovely smooth rich voice
Looking into your deep beautiful brown eyes
Feeling the way your hand fits in mine
I just wish to be with you
Do you wish to be with me?
Or are all the littles things youve done and said nothing
Do you love me as much as i love you
If i asked you
Would you say yes
Or say no and break my heart
would you want to hear my soft lite voice
Look into my gray stormy eyes
Feel the way your hand fits in mine
Or would you leave me
Broken and bleeding
All inside
A mask to hide your secrete
A suit to help you out
A billionaire's check book
Is this what it's all about?
Your men in blacks prints
You disappearing blood
Your virus like signature
There's no doubt about
You don't leave a trace behind
You can't settle for less
When you've got it on
You know who the best is
Fighting, saving
And rescuing too
Caring, scolding
You know what to do
Is there a hand book?
Is there a side?
But I think its
All inside
Your devilish smile
Your kind heart
Your muscular body
Do you go out a lot?
Weapon of choice
It's always there
It's almost like
They never saw it coming
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